God Speaks in a Whisper
Sometimes when I pray, I look for great signs
that God has heard my prayer. Honestly,
sometimes what I am really looking for are signs that God is going to hear my
prayer in the way that I want to have it heard.
Rather than placing my trust in God, and remembering that, “all things work for good for those who love
God, who are called according to his purpose,” (Romans 8:28) I am
guilty of needing just something,
anything that can assure me that I have been heard.
When I seek out God’s presence, I sometimes
seek Him in the great and majestic. I
expect that His voice will be loud and powerful, because He is great and
powerful. But the reality is that God
speaks to us in so many calm and gentle ways.
I have experienced the presence of God in the gentle touch of
another. I’ve heard God’s voice in the
laughter of a baby. I’ve felt God’s love
and presence in the last breath of family members. I’ve known of God’s love sometimes just in
the gift of the presence of another person, at times in their embrace. The common thread in all of these examples is
that the person with whom I am experiencing the presence of God is near to me,
they are close by.
There’s a great story in the book of Kings (1 Kgs 19:9a,
11-13a) about Elijah on Mount Horeb.
“At the mountain of God, Horeb, Elijah came to a cave where he took
shelter. Then the Lord said to him, "Go
outside and stand on the mountain before the Lord; the Lord will be passing
by." A strong and heavy wind was
rending the mountains and crushing rocks before the Lord— but the Lord was not
in the wind. After the wind there was an
earthquake— but the Lord was not in the earthquake. After the earthquake there was fire— but the Lord
was not in the fire. After the fire there was a tiny whispering sound. When he
heard this, Elijah hid his face in his cloak and went and stood at the entrance
of the cave.”
Why did God make His presence known to Elijah
in a tiny whispering sound? When I
reflect on this, the most beautiful reason that I can come up with is that God
spoke in a whisper because He was always close to Elijah. A whisper isn’t heard from a distance. A whisper is heard when the person whispering
is within earshot…an intimate presence.
What I need to remind myself of is that in
order for me to hear the whisper of another, I have to quiet myself first. When
I spend my time asking God for this or that, reminding Him of why He should
help me in the way I feel like He should help me, or any of the many other
things that I ask God for, my voice blocks His.
With all the talking that I do, I may easily be blocking out that
beautiful whisper.
Lord,
give me the grace to quiet my heart and mind.
Help me to sit quietly in anticipation of uniting my thoughts with
yours. May I remember that I need not
seek you in the great and majestic, but that I can find you in the calm and the
quiet. May I never forget that you are
always close, standing always at my side.
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